I suppose my viewpoint is hard to understand, and though I am not angry, somehow I feel like I am having to defend myself and my choices and that, I admit, is a little frustrating.
The Internet is really the only viable and affordable way I can contact my boyfriend, whom I love dearly (and posted about in St. Mungos) who is in another country for several more months (a total of five, with only two and a half left). So, if I'm online, it'd probably be to e-mail or talk to him. I like posting at the Forum as it makes me feel a little less lonely (as does chatting to friends), as so many are at a distance. It's nice to 'keep in touch'.
Maybe it sounds odd to everyone what I said as far as my strategy in reading book (though I am quite excited about it!), but I don't know--I'm old enough to know, no matter how much I love a book, I still have things that need to be done, and I still have other things I want to do, but that's *me*, *my life*, and *my choice*.

Just different priorities, perhaps, and a different style. I know, if my boyfriend were here, I would love nothing more than to be outside in the sun with him as we both read our chosen books.

Sadly, since he is not here, I may find myself getting lonely on occasion, while reading the book, but again, I don't know. I can't predict that . . . I'm simply speculating.
As I've said before, it's entirely possible I'll read the book in one day or two, I just don't know. A lot depends on what I need to do in terms of working on resumes and applications for jobs, e-mails I wish to send to my boyfriend, and other things I need to do on the computer. If I'm already on the computer, why not post on the Forum? Like I said, maybe no one understands that, and that's ok, I guess. "It takes all kinds" to make the world go 'round . . . I'll always believe that.
Sincerely,
Lizzy
