by choki » Saturday 2 August 2008 5:21:44pm
Nikolaus closed his eyes and breathed in deeply. Geneve remained still and observed him carefully. When Nikolaus opened his eyes, Geneve could not help but to stay transfixed of the pair of grey deep eyes.
"Alright, listen carefully to what I have to say." Geneve was shocked. Nikolaus was not moving his mouth at all, but why was she hearing his voice in her head.
"How..." she mumbled softly. The experience of someone talking inside her head was not exactly new to her. In fact, she was afraid, it reminded her of how vulnerable she was.
"Legilimency... I can read your mind and force my thoughts into yours. What you are hearing are my thoughts. I'm not voicing it out verbally, only mentally. The thing I'm about to tell you now... You must not let anyone know about this. Not to Professor Sprague, or Professor Marcellus. Not even to Liam."
"Why?" she gulped, unable to apprehend the secrecy. "Dark Arts, my dear, is something dangerous and frown upon in this part of the wizarding world. The reason why I am forcing my thoughts into you is to make sure no one would be able to hear what I'm about to tell you." Geneve nodded. She understood that even though they may seem to be alone in this part of the castle, the magical enchantments around Hogwarts made it unpredictable. The mysterious statues and portraits seemingly lifeless, could be listening.
"You should know that deep within you, lies two great magical potential. One, the vast magical power you are born with. The other, a knowledge of dark magic you are given to. Because you fear this combination, you suppress it. And that causes an enormous strain on your body as you, yourself, is resisting its natural state. It has only been 2 days after the event and you have already accumulated so much strain. You should not resist it. Instead, embrace it with positivity."
"What you have is the knowledge on how to cast dark magic, but to learn how to use it, to be proficient in it, to manipulate it, you need, to first of all, understand it. This understanding process is long and arduous. It could corrupt your mind and make you do things that you never wanted. But as long as you wished to be the real Geneve, not a shadow of Voldemort, you would overcome the temptation to join the dark force."
"Are you willing to learn and master this branch of wizardry, disapprove of, by the general public?" Geneve stared hard. She would, of course, do anything to stop the recurrence of the previous event. But was she ready for this? Ready for a life of dark magic. What if? What if she lose herself to it? Will that mean the birth of a new dark witch? A repeat of history once more?
"You don't have give me any answer now. I know your doubts. To answer it, there is no such thing as a complete assurance that things would go the way you wanted, but that is how things work." Nikolaus finally said, verbally, catching her in surprise.
"It's getting late... you should get back to your common room. The dinner should be over by now. And whenever you are ready for it, send me a note." Nikolaus took out a small odd looking piece of parchment and held it out for Geneve. She nodded lightly and took the parchment.
"I will know what is written on it, so please don't use it as a love letter, confession letter or something of that nature." Nikolaus added cheekily. That cleared up the tense atmosphere as Geneve found herself blushing madly over his comment. Not wanting Nikolaus to notice that, she quickly excused herself and hastened back to her dormitory.
As the sight of Geneve disappeared from his view, Nikolaus let out a long sigh. Things would get tougher in the days to come. How was he going to keep the prying eyes of the Ministry away from Geneve.