by salemboy » Saturday 9 May 2009 1:25:55pm
Damien closed the door quietly behind him. He had taken longer than he thought he had. Class was starting in ten minutes. Sighing, he walked back up to the Castle, and stood before the great oak doors. He really didn't want to teach today. Then, he realized that today was saturday. He didn't have to teach anybody today. Laughing at himself, he decided to take a walk on the grounds.
As he walked on the grounds, he slowly recounted all of his current troubles: Nikolaus's Dark Magic, Geneve's Inheritance, Gwydion altogether, and, probably the toughest trouble, the Sadistic Six. Damien kicked a stone, hearing it clang against the wall. It was so hard to imagine. How did they get out of the prison? How long will it take for them to find him? How long will it take for them to strike? And probably the hardest question, what will he do when they do strike?
Damien shook his head. He didn't want to think about that. So he looked up the castle. Hundreds, no thousands, of nooks and crannies cood be seen from just his vantage point. "I need some time alone," he thought to himself. So, he began climbing up the castle wall, up one of the towers. The climb was difficult, with Damien often having to hang on with one hand while he swung the rest of his body upwards. He found himself in a dilemma every ten feet or so. But as he climbed higher, it got easier. Cracks got larger, and Gargoyle's and windows aided his climb. Damien continued climbing, higher and higher, feeling the wind desperately try to throw him off, to kill him. But he perservered. He continued climbing, using everything possible, the cracks in the stone, the gargoyles on the walls, everything he could think of.
Finally, he reached the top. He had chosen wisely, as he was on the top of the Astronomy tower, so he could see everything. He steadily climbed the roof to the spire, and once he reached it, sat down. He hadn't realized that he had climbed so high. It had all seemed a blur to him. Checking his watch Damien saw that it had taken only an hour. An amazing feat, considering the height of the Astronomy tower.
Standing up, Damien saw all of the castle and grounds, and the students walking to and fro on them. Birds chirped and chimed as the flew past him. Taking a deep breathe, Damien closed his eyes, the sun beginning to beat across his back. Damien drew his wand, and said, "Accio Shakuhachi." Then he waited. After a few minutes, he heard the wooden instrument flying towards him, the wind whistling on its holes.
Damien grasped it, and began playing. Not any normal song. No, he just played, note after note, taking few breathes in between, listening to the sound as it travelled over the grounds and deep into the forest. He played, and played. And as he played, a tear welled up in his eye. Then another, and another. He didn't try to fight them back as they fell down his face. He just continued playing, recounting his life in vivid detail. Tears continued falling as he remembered every single wrong he did, and every single thing he regretted.
But it wasn't only that. No matter how hard he tried to forget it, how hard he tried to squash it, how hard he tried to deny it, he still had affection for Ouki Kaba, the woman who taught him to play the Shakuhachi. That was why he had never married, he couldn't forget about her, no matter how hard he tried. He had spent most of his time in prison moping, not because he was in jail, but because he had lost her. It had been heart-wrenching to fight her, and even more so to give her to the Ministry. It didn't matter that she was a murderer, he still felt affection for her.
Now, as he played the Shakuhachi, he thought of her, knowing that sooner or later, he would have to fight her again, and win. So, he played the Shakuhachi, crying as he did so. As the sound played over the grounds and forest, he felt that somehow, Ouki heard them. Whether or not she felt the same way he did he could not feel.